Category: Introspection
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I don’t remember what I dreamt last night, but I woke up with a kind of dark thought. Dark but somewhat satisfying. Part of me wants to be Mr Global Warning Awareness. But the darker part of me – no pun intended – thinks “Keep f**king up the ozone. Guess which race of people can…
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I missed wearing nice clothes. I’m sure my weight has been a factor. I’m not crazy about buying new clothes to fit a frame that won’t be around much longer. That’s not denial talking. I’ve have enough of the excess, so I’m making it go away. But yeah nice clothes feel good every now and…
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Surreal It’s crazy seeing family again after so long. It’s nuts seeing these streets again. I’m full. I want to see everyone, but I also want to see the old places. I made a mental list: SANDS Everywhere Elementary School Main St Garden St Hopewell Baptist Church Keney Park
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I got to talk about Candid Dad today with my dad – specifically about the intent, message, and people it will help. I got to layout the reasons it’s going to be a huge factor in how children view parenting. We talked about the what and that the how will take care of itself. I…
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Someone jacked my quarters from inside the CRV. Photo: How I found the car. Pretty damn bold of them. My car is about 12 paces from my bedroom window on the first floor. They left the Oakley’s tho – literally pulled them out of the ceiling compartment and left them on the driver’s seat. Which…
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A creative career path after the military is hard. I press forward with my ideas for two reasons: future me full of questions and the two children watching my life.
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I made a lot of headway on Voices.com today. No, I haven’t booked a gig yet, but I talked with my account manager today. For 45 minutes, we walked through every section of my profile and demos to optimize the details. In the end, I had info on demo creating and labeling, best descriptors of…
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Podcasting Blogger is the news right now. It’s about 40% of what I think about working on right now. I’m a little tripped up with where to start. But I know that I want to get out information on how to began recording. That’s probably the most important thing to anyone who doesn’t already have…
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I appreciated holidays when I had a full-time, government job. But now I appreciate when everyone else is at work, so I can get things done. I’m completely aware that this post makes me sound like a terrible person. Understood. Loud and clear. You will not get an argument from me. I am a selfish…
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I played a lot of Words with Friends today. Definitely dodging being constructive. A cool Netflix documentary about the failed Fyre Festival. I was completely glued to it. There was something spectacular about watching something so big fail so much. I think part of the appeal was watching the created of it be delusional. That…
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Don’t remember much of today. I do remember the part where my doctor won’t be writing a letter to validate my disabilities for self-employment election in the VR&E Program. That hurts. His reasons make sense. Just doesn’t help me move forward. I’ll have go to go each Doctor that has treated me for each of…
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It was a face paced day. Actually felt like a Monday. I’ve met my VR&E counselor. I got a lot more information than I thought that I knew already. I see why they give you counselors. There’s 1000 documents surrounding VA programs like these, and you really don’t know what the important ones are. It…